The biggest downfalls of my life have ALWAYS happened when I turned my head and stopped paying attention. Where I ride the wave of things going relatively well and ignore little signs and signals saying that something is beginning to fall apart. This has happened for me on all levels: health, business, social. |
Sincere contemplations and authentic words of truth on the many ways we find ourselves waking up.
There comes a point in time, and I believe this is always just a point in time, when the weight of any identity becomes simply too heavy to hold. The fact of it being an identity, something that we are not, a role that we play, means that at some point it will require more maintenance and effort to sustain and keep running than one really has to give. On the surface this might look like we are slipping and regressing in our evolution. This is especially so if we have been living one of those...
This Saturday night, till Sunday sunset is Tisha B'av- the saddest day of the Jewish year. It's a fast day that commemorates many pitfalls in Jewish history, including the destruction of both Temples. Our ancient rabbis taught that the temples were both destroyed because of "sinat chinum" - baseless hatred. We were unkind to one another, we treated one another as less than, with indifference, with hate, with spite. I do not think much has changed to be honest. I think hate is deeply alluring,...
As evening came and the kids settled down, an unexpected thought arose in me.“I used to think a lot about enlightenment and how much I wanted it. I don’t think about it so much anymore. Have I given up or lost some of that spark?”Then immediately I remembered a dream I had many years ago, maybe a decade ago or so. In the dream I am standing at a high place, maybe a mountain. A woman, who has a kind of an angelic/spirit-guide kind of vibe, asks me, “Can you see the river?” To which I reply, “I...